UMMMM...............YEAH............

So i recently had a job interview, weather i got the job or not we will see, called my references, so maybe thats a good thing but my ummmmm yeah moment of the day was terrible, as i have been considering the possibility working again i have started looking for some child care, where to start, i have herd so many horror stories its unreal and thats just from people in this town, i started the morning with a wonderful lady that was referred to me by my brother and sister in-law and she was amazing just on the phone i felt better about this whole experience, but yup she didnt have any openings for infants, so i proceeded to ask her if she would suggest anyone or warn me of others around (ummm yeah moment) she could refer me to one person and gave a list of at least 15 of day cares to stay away from for legit reasons to stay way, now if you ask me i think this world is sick, the last thing a person should have to worry about is how their child will be treated in a licensed day care if these people are leaving children out side in -30 weather and forgetting them when they walk there from school, having a sex offender in the house, locking children in bedrooms and committing daycare fraud what ever that is but it doesnt sound cool, my point is why in gods name should these people even be allowed to have their own children much less be legally able to care for multiple children at a time that dont belong to them.............this makes me sick i have no clue where to begin but this awesome person today sent me to a web site with a mile long check list of what to look for and it has given me much perspective on the child care world, i dont like it but its a start, my baby deserves the best and thats what he'll get and if not then i guess ill be a stay at home mom a little bit longer danger is not an option.  I love my baby who couldnt love that face